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Songs that have made me cry today.

yea, im all emo at the moment and hopeless to stop it.  

I havet found my release from own past. My my curse. my gulit, my shame. my hatred and my sorrow. 

I am so fucking sad and i dont know why. Songs are trigging my sadness and 
it was all started by feel my Robbie williams. 

it brought back all my helplessness that i felt as a child. 

i have aspergers syndrome and here http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Asperger_syndrome,  http://www.udel.edu/bkirby/asperger/aswhatisit.html, 
http://www.aspergers.com/

Feel by Robbie Williams

Come and hold my hand
I wanna contact the living
Not sure I understand
This role I've been given

I sit and talk to God
And he just laughs at my plans
My head speaks a language
I don't understand

I just want to feel real love
Feel the home that I live in
'Cause I got too much life
Running through my veins
Going to waste

I don't want to die
But I ain't keen on living either
Before I fall in love
I'm preparing to leave her
I scare myself to death
That's why I keep on running
Before I've arrived
I can see myself coming

I just want to feel real love
Feel the home that I live in
'Cause I got too much life
Running through my veins
Going to waste
And I need to feel real love
And a life ever after
I cannot give it up

I just want to feel real love
Feel the home that I live in
I got too much love
Running through my veins
To go to waste

I just wanna feel real love
In a life ever after
There's a hole in my soul
You can see it in my face
It's a real big place

Come and hold my hand
I want to contact the living
Not sure I understand
This role I've been given
Not sure I understand
Not sure I understand
Not sure I understand
Not sure I understand

Welcome to my life by simple plan.

Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don't belong
And no one understands you

Do you ever want to run away?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on turned up so loud
That no one hears you screaming

No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels alright
You don't know what it's like
To be like me

To be hurt, to feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life

Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desperate to find something more
Before your life is over?

Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With their big fake smiles and stupid lies
While deep inside you're bleeding

No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels alright
You don't know what it's like
To be like me

To be hurt, to feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life

No one ever lied straight to your face
And no one ever stabbed you in the back
You might think I'm happy
But I'm not gonna be ok
Everybody always gave you what you wanted
You never had to work
It was always there
You don't know what it's like
What it's like

To be hurt, to feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like (what it's like)

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life

Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life

Perfect world by Simple Plan.

I never could’ve seen this far
I never could’ve seen this coming
It seems like my world’s falling apart, Yeah
Why is everything so hard
I don’t think that I can deal with the things you said
It just won’t go away

In a perfect world
This could never happen
In a perfect world
You’d still be here
And it makes no sense
I could just pick up the pieces
But to you
This means nothing
Nothing at all

I used to think that I was strong
Until the day it all went wrong
I think I need a miracle to make it through, Yeah
I wish that I could bring you back
I wish that I could turn back time
Cuz I can’t let go
I just can’t find my way, Yeah
Without you I just can’t find my way

In a perfect world
This could never happen
In a perfect world
You’d still be here
And it makes no sense
I could just pick up the pieces
But to you
This means nothing
Nothing at all

I don’t know what I should do now
I don’t know where I should go
I’m still here waiting for you
I’m lost when you’re not around
I need to hold on to you
I just can’t let you go

Yeah
Yeah

In a perfect world
This could never happen
In a perfect world
You’d still be here
And it makes no sense
I could just pick up the pieces
But to you
This means nothing
Nothing at all
You feel nothing
Nothing at all
Nothing at all

Some where someday by N*Sync

When clouds above you start to pour
and all of your doubts rage like a storm
and you don’t know who you are anymore
let me help you find what you’ve been searching for

Chorus:
Somewhere
Somewhere there’s a field and a river(somewhere)
you can let your soul run free(someday)
Someday
Someday let me be the giver
let me bring you peace
Somewhere
Somewhere there’s a break in the weather(somewhere)
where your heart and spirit go free(someday)
Someday
Someday it’ll be for the better
Let this bring you peace

Girl I know you think no one sees
the weight on your shoulders, but you can’t fool me
and aren’t you tired of standing so tall
let me be the one to catch you when you fall

Chorus

Let me bring you joy
bring you joy
Let me bring you peace
Bring you peace
take these tears that you cry
And trust them to me
Let me give you heart
give you heart
Let me give you hope
give you hope
Be the one constant love
that you’ve never known

Chorus

Somewhere
Somewhere
Somewhere
Somewhere
Somewhere
Someday

Million tears by Groove Coverage.

[Verse 1]
I wanna know where you belong
I wanna know why I sing this song
I tried to show how much I feel
Is that a dream or is it real?

I never look where you belong
Until i gotta sing my song
Is it a lie or is it true?
So many tears I've cried for you

[Chorus]
Woh ohh, a million tears for you
Wooho ohh, a million tears for you
Ohh, a million tears for you
Wooho ohh, a million tears for you

[Verse 2]
A million tears that I have cried
I wish you were right by my side
I tried to show how much I care
Beleive in me I will be there

I never knew where you belong
Whenever you just hear my song
Is it a lie or is it true?
So many tears I've cried for you

[Chorus]
Wooho ohh, a million tears for you

Wooho ohh, a million tears for you-ou-ou-ou...

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