Jun. 17th, 2007 05:30 pm
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My sound track - if you care to know it. there's also bonus tracks at the end. have fun. ^___^


01. Unwell.

Well I'm not crazy
I'm just a little unwell
I know right now you can't tell
But stay a while and maybe then you'll see
A different side of me...
Please note that this is a VERY personal song for me and I do NOT want it to be
used in RPs UNLESS you ask me first. im sorry, but thats the way i feel about
this. I know that i didnt write the song,
but i do feel that i do have a right to ask this - as i have used this song
since it came out as my personal image song. thank you for heeding this.

02. Strange World by Ke.
And this is the place where everything begins and ends again
No secrets left to find no seven deadly sins
This world that we have wasted has kept us very well
When science now is sacred who will save us from ourselves

03. Feel.
There's a hole in my soul
You can see it in my face
It's a real big place

04. Beautiful Disaster.
His magic and myth
As strong as what I believe
A tragedy with
More damage than a soul should see
And do I try to change him
So hard not to blame him
Hold on tight, hold on tight..

05. Darkness.
I can hold your gaze,
but I am never connected,
never connected.
I am famous for my generousity.
They say I am the kindest.
It is easier to give than receive love,
give than receive love.

06. Bring me to life.
How can you see into my eyes like open doors
Leading you down into my core
Where I've become so numb
Without a soul
My spirit's sleeping somewhere cold
Until you find it there and lead it back home

07. Good enough.
And I'm still waiting for the rain to fall
Pour real life down on me
'Cause I can't hold on to anything this
Good enough

08. Gravity of love.
But if you're in the eye of storm,
just think of the lonely dove,
the experience of survival is the key,
to the gravity of love.

09. Moments.
sore wa yume no owari
subete no hajimari datta

10. Affirmation.
I believe in Karma what you give is what you get returned
I believe you can't appreciate real love 'til you've been burned
I believe the grass is no more greener on the other side
I believe you don't know what you've got until you say goodbye

11. Bitch.
So take me as I am,
This may mean you'll have to be a stronger man.
Rest assured that when I start to make you nervous,
And I'm going to extremes:
Tomorrow I will change,
And today won't mean a thing

12. Me against the world.
I'm a nightmare, a disaster
That's what they always said
I'm a lost cause, not a hero
But I'll make it on my own
I'm gonna prove them wrong
Me against the world

13. Making my way.
And if the river's too wide, I'll get through it
And if the mountain's too high, it won't stop this dream of mine
I'm on my way, I've got a plan
I'm makin' my way any way that I can


Play god
'Cause I want to play God
With you
I want to rule it all
Rule you..

Tsuki no curse
tsuki no KAASU
tsumetai yume no naka kara kimi wo tooku tsuresaritakute
dokomade yukeru ai wo shinjite ii basho made

Requiem for a dream
Instrumental song only

Epica – Dance of fate
Now I want the water to wash away all my sins
The wind to blow away my thoughts without meaning
The fire to burn away my thickened skin

Madonna – Material girl
Living in a material world
And I am a material girl
You know that we are living in a material world
And I am a material girl

Cossposted to other places as well.

Song thing

Jun. 11th, 2007 09:07 pm
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Ok, Just some song lists and arts before i head off to re do my tags. ;___; i need to have them taged so that i can find stuffs. oh, and i unlocked an entry that i had up in January this year - though my LJ is like from august last year - im not unlocking those entries as there all VERY privet and deal with issues that i dont want to reveal. IE a friend that was blackmailing me and i used this place to vent. at the time, i treated it like a privet book and privet locked everything. sorry, buts thats who i am.

anyways, heres something that I've had the back burner for a while now. my own little ST.

I'll get the songs up sometimes tomorrow with the send space link. but for now, just a link to the website will do. ^___^

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Rule: Post the explanation of where your user name came from. Then tag TEN users whose explanations you'd like to hear. If you are tagged post the explanation to your page.


My user name... well..

Breakdown of Broken_Envy:

Broken stems from the fact that i see myself as broken. Broken on on the wheel of judgement by others as i'm not 'good enough.'  Yes, i will admit that i have aspergers syndrome [a mental disorder] and a hearing loss in my right ear and i wear glass.

Wiki artical on Aspergers
What is Aspergers?
Info page with links on AS

Envy... lets just say that i envy a LOT of people that are normal and wish that i could be like them. that, and i didnt want to put Broken_Seme. Even if Seme is the Art name that i hope to take on one day. ^___^ that, and its also the start of SemeEdward,
My Y!gal Account

and I tag everyone on my F-list. Bar Dae as I got this from her.


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