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Ok, so i was taking
that can be found here and i was listening to Deathstars Last Ammunition and play God. and it got me thing.

i really did. like on what it means to me. I know that im not the best, and i know that i aint perfect. i wanna play god at times, and i wanna be a killer at times. im lost and confused, and i cant settle for just one person. i dont know hy, i just cant.

i like someone, but only as a friend, and im going to tell her., i cant right now, as her nets down. and to tell her over KJ would be rude, i think. but i might end up having to. and i dont want to,. but.... *sighs*

my life is a mess right now - Covens dead at the moomet, and im lonely. add to the fact that Aya's just dumped a pair of Kimblee/Fem!Roy twins on me - and some other kids of hers - i have to draw them. *sighs* og well. it'll give me something to do over the weekend. ill sketch then out and all that. but still - what am i? the artist for all my freinds? fuck, i still have to fishe up that Katlyn and Ryan arts too. and draw or attemt to draw some porny of Edvness and g/k, k/r and a/r stuff. aand do a sasunarita three some pic. *sighs* andy one know any refs for that kind of stuff?

and then im up doing a bit of art in frount of the TV, and my cat decided that hes going to sit on me! not funny! oh well, i got a few ideas for arts from TV too, so im happy, just have to find the f'ing time to sketch then all.

monday ill upload all the sketches and let you guys vote on witch ones to colour, ok?

oh well, time to go find more memes to take. ^___^

i might do a mass Zodii cast meme sooner or latter. just have to find wher the fuck my sister stuck my note book now. ;___; and i still have to go and tag everything in my LJ - minus a few things and such.

*blinks*

Jul. 12th, 2007 12:08 am
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My DNA report - huh?







You are an Idealist

As an IDEALIST, you are distinctive for your integration of confidence, imagination, willingness to explore, and desire for competence over style.

You have a strong capacity to comprehend the inner workings of things, finding new ideas and innovative insights to feed your curious nature.

You are quite comfortable in the realm of abstract thought. You don't need a practical solution to every one of life's questions.

You are comfortable with the decisions you make in life. You don't need to second-guess yourself, or seek a lot of opinions before you make up your mind.

You enjoy the routines that you have created in your life, and don't feel the need to shake things up just for the sake of change.

You generally succeed at what you do, and others would describe you as successful.

It is important to you that products be efficient – looking good has to come second to working well.

You aren't the kind of person who needs to collect stylish items in an attempt to create an attractive environment – you know that what matters most is function, not style.
If you want to be different:

You take time to explore your own thoughts and ideas, but this experience would only be heightened if you opened yourself up even more to others' ideas.

Your faith in yourself and your lifestyle is well-founded, but the occasional foray into the unknown might broaden your perspective and help you see things differently.
how you relate to others


You are Faithful

Your trust in others, respect for tradition, and caring nature make you FAITHFUL.

Maintaining a few intimate relationships is more important to you than knowing a lot of people, and you share a lot with your close friends.

Those who have managed to get close to you value your camaraderie, and they know that they can trust you with anything; you're a good listener.

While you can usually see several sides of an argument, you often have a strong opinion as to which side is correct—the order of things is usually clear to you.

Your perspective on the world is based on careful observation, and you know a lot about how people feel in—and react to—many situations.

Your exploration of others' feelings has led you to believe that although people generally act appropriately, having clear social rules is very important to a functional society.

Time alone for reflection is important to you—you are introspective and aware of your own feelings.

Faithful is as faithful does—you expect those with whom you are close to be loyal to you, and you take betrayal of your trust very seriously.
If you want to be different:



Some of the alternate perspectives that you understand may have more value than you give them credit for—keep in mind that right and wrong aren't always so clear-cut.

While you are able to reap the benefits of your time alone, and may see interacting with a lot of people as more tiring than exciting, remember that there is a lot to be learned from experiencing things and not just reflecting on them.

99.9% true

Jul. 3rd, 2007 07:49 pm
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Yabked from Lanas [[profile] lady_sabrina's] LJ.




I think this is true.

Don't scroll immidately down, answer first then scroll down.


THIS ONE ISN'T A JOKE, IT ACTUALLY HELPS YOU FIGURE OUT A COUPLE OF KEY THINGS,

Either grab a writing utensil and something to write on, or just remember your anwers.

Apparently this is 99.9% TRUE

Don't peek at the answers, cause it ruins it.









1)If your Straight write the first name of a person of the opposite
sex that pops into your head,

if your Gay write the name of the person of the same sex that pop's into your head,

if your Bi write the name of the first person that pop's into your head....
(it has to be the first)





2) Which is your favorite color out of
red, black, blue, green, yellow?






3) Your first initial?








4) Your month of birth?








5) Which color do you like more, black or white?









6) Name of a person of the same sex as yours.









7) Your favorite number?







8) Do you like California or Florida more?








9) Do you like the lake or the ocean more?









10) Write down a wish. (A realistic one).










ARE Y0U D0NE?
iF S0 SCR0LL D0WN.
(D0N'T CHEAT... fool...)
.
..
...
....
.....
......
.......
........
.........
..........
...........
..........
.........
........
.......
......
....
...
..
.
THE ANSWERS

1. You are completely in love with this person.

2. If you choose:

Red - You are alert and your life is full of
love.

Black - You are conservative and aggressive.

Green - Your soul is relaxed and you are laid
back.

Blue - You are spontaneous and love kisses
and affection from the ones you love.

Yellow- you are a very happy person and give
good advice to those who are down.


3. If your initial is:

A-K You have a lot of love and friendships in
your life.

L-R You try to enjoy your life to the maximum
and your love life is
soon to blossom.

S-Z You like to help others and your future love
life looks very good.


4. If you were born in:

Jan-Mar: The year will go very well for you and
you will discover that you fall in love with
someone totally unexpected.

April-June: You will have a strong love
relationship that will not last long but the
memories will last forever.

July-Sep: You will have a great year and will
experience a major life changing experience for
the good.

Oct-Dec: Your love life will not be too great,
but eventually you will find your soul mate.

5. If you chose...

Black: Your life will take on a different
direction, it will seem hard at the time but
will be the best thing for you, and you will
be glad for the change.

White: You will have a friend who completely
confides in you and would do anything for you,
but you may not realize it.


6. This person is your best friend.

7. This is how many close friends you have in
your lifetime.

8. If you chose:
California: You like adventure.
Florida: You are a laid back person.

9. If you chose:

Lake: You are loyal to your friends and to your
love. And you are very reserved.

Ocean: You are spontaneous and like to please
people.

10. This wish will come true only if you RE-POST THIS BULLETIN
in one hour and it will come true before your next birthday

repost with the title 99.9% true

eh?

Jul. 2nd, 2007 12:25 pm
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Your Rising Sign is Capricorn

Old fashioned and conservative, you carry yourself with dignity.
You have a tough exterior, and you can be intimidating when you want to be.

Hard working and ambitious, you can survive in the most cut throat work enviroments.
Outside of work, you are a true friend to everyone in your small inner circle.

You may have had a difficult time earlier in life.
Capricorns are late bloomers and you may be coming into your own right now.

Stuff

Jun. 25th, 2007 10:51 am
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Ok, so being bored and surfing the web, i went to a few quizzes and took them.

heres my results.

Personality Disorder Test Results
Paranoid |||||||||||||||| 66%
Schizoid |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Schizotypal |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Antisocial |||||||||||| 42%
Borderline |||||||||||| 50%
Histrionic |||||||||||||||| 66%
Narcissistic |||||||||||| 50%
Avoidant |||||||||||| 50%
Dependent |||||| 30%
Obsessive-Compulsive |||||||||||||||| 66%
Take Free Personality Disorder Test
personality tests by similarminds.com



Advanced Global Personality Test Results
Extraversion |||||||||| 33%
Stability |||||||||||||| 60%
Orderliness |||||||||||||| 56%
Accommodation |||||||||||| 50%
Interdependence |||||||||| 36%
Intellectual |||||||||||||||| 63%
Mystical |||||||||||||||||||| 83%
Artistic |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Religious |||||||||| 36%
Hedonism |||||||||||||||| 70%
Materialism |||||||||||||| 56%
Narcissism |||||||||||||||| 63%
Adventurousness |||||||||||||||| 70%
Work ethic |||||||||||||||||||| 83%
Self absorbed |||||||||||||||||| 76%
Conflict seeking |||||||||||| 50%
Need to dominate |||||||||||||||| 63%
Romantic |||||||||| 36%
Avoidant |||||||||||||||| 70%
Anti-authority |||||||||||||||||| 76%
Wealth |||||||||||| 50%
Dependency |||||||||||| 43%
Change averse |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Cautiousness |||||||||||||||||||| 83%
Individuality |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Sexuality |||||| 23%
Peter pan complex |||||||||||||||| 70%
Physical security |||||||||||||||||| 76%
Physical Fitness |||||||||||||||| 64%
Histrionic |||||||||||||||| 63%
Paranoia |||||||||||||||| 70%
Vanity |||||||||||| 43%
Hypersensitivity |||||||||||||||||||| 83%
Indie |||||||||||||| 56%
Take Free Advanced Global Personality Test
personality tests by similarminds.com




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Your personality type is RCOEI
You are reserved, calm, organized, egocentric, and intellectual, and may prefer a city which matches those traits.
The largest representation of your personality type can be found in the these U.S. cities: Salt Lake City, Washington DC, Austin, Denver, Portland/Salem, Reno, Greensboro, Tucson, Minneapolis, Indianapolis, Raleigh/Durham, Greenville/Spartanburg and these international countries/regions Czech Republic, Croatia, Russia, China, Romania, Brazil, Germany, Slovenia, Switzerland, Israel, Poland, Taiwan, France, Caribbean, Guam, Mexico
What Places In The World Match Your Personality?
City Reviews at CityCulture.org



RCOEI 

withdrawn, not wild and crazy, private, loner, not relationship obsessed, not swayed by emotions, insensitive to the needs of others, unhelpful, interested in intellectual pursuits, avoidant, does not put the needs of others ahead of self, thinks before acting, very scientific, not upset by the misfortune of strangers, avoids small talk, values solitude, private, does not get worked up about most things, fearless, unaffected by the suffering of others, calm in crisis, not easily excited, won't do much to avoid rejection, not known for generosity, not easily confused, cold, not prone to complimenting others, dislikes most people but tries to get along to minimize hostility, hard to get to know, more dominant than submissive, not easily hurt, driven by reason, influenced more by self than others, rarely worried, hard to impress, not that interested in relationships, hard to influence, not concerned about failing when trying something new, self confident, knows why they do things, not easily moved to tears, not prone to jealousy, not guided by moods.

Er -- PARDON? things in bold - done by me - i would like to say are FALSE! - at least to me they are.
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So, broken_Envy, your LiveJournal reveals...



You are... 0% unique and 16% herdlike (partly because you, like everyone else, enjoy yaoi). When it comes to friends you are normal. In terms of the way you relate to people, you are keen to please. Your writing style (based on a recent public entry) is conventional.

Your overall weirdness is: 42

(The average level of weirdness is: 27.
You are weirder than 83% of other LJers.)


Find out what your weirdness level is!

MEME

Jun. 17th, 2007 09:11 pm
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Just a random meme that i found while surfing the net - i cant recall wherw i yanked it from either.  might have been off Y!Gallery

Quiz

Jun. 15th, 2007 12:31 pm
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Eh, just some quiz thing.


How confident are you as an artist?





You're a content artist. You are happy about yourself and your art. You basically know who you are, and your art is special to you even though it may be nothing in another person's eye. However, you may still get shaken up sometimes... Just keep in mind you are already good and you can still be better.
Take this quiz!








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Personality Thingy (Which one fits YOU?) Anime Pics! This Quiz is FOR GIRLS





Anti-social. You don't really like people all that much, but it works for you. You're caught up in your own world of emotions and layers of self. When people get past your layers (not easy) they usually see a person there that will surprise them and keep them on their toes. Too bad not many people get that far...
Take this quiz!








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IRL stuff )

But first here’s something that I thought that I would share with you all. its just my thouts on what it means to have Aspergers syndrome and to live with it. Im sorry it it doesn’t make much sense, as this how I think.

Oh, and its all hand written stuff as well. So, sorry if you cant read my writing that well.










And on a parting note, I will try and be back tomorow with thongs that i have found in my boxes that i have been unpacking this week. no promises though,

And heres two arts that my sister asked me to draw, seeing as I took her image from when she was 10 and turned into Jasperis.

MEME

May. 15th, 2007 03:23 pm
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ganked from [profile] journal_meme




If I say...



1. top

2. shatter

3. shoe

4. slide

5.car

6. lips

7. mail

8. brick

9. thrill

10. woof



...what is the first word to pop in your head?


1. top - hat

2. shatter - break

3. shoe - string

4. slide - fall

5.car - horn

6. lips - kiss

7. mail - post

8. brick - wall

9. thrill - ride

10. woof - wolf





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Nani?

Stolen from Ividia













Another badass quiz from eSPIN-the-Bottle...

Are you Tame Or Wild?

MY RESULT:House Pet







Though you have a bit of freedom you rely on others to feed and take care of you the majority of the time. You enjoy being around others and aren't all that outgoing but still everyone seems to love you and enjoy your company. You spend a lot of time inside, sleeping or hanging out with others. Maybe it's time to establish a bit more independence hmmmm?

Take This Quiz!



















Another badass quiz from eSPIN-the-Bottle...

What is YOUR true Personalty?

MY RESULT:Your your own person







Well not the way i hoped it would come out, i though you could be one of the other tipes, but your a special one! Your just about perfect, but not completll, you like being al types of thing, and you get stuck in where you actually what you want to be. You like to listen to what ever, and hang with diffrent kinds of people with diffrent personalty. You wish to be diffrent, but alike, and you don't really know where you stand. But it need to bulid up on you, cofidents is the key!

Take This Quiz!






Bleh is all i can say....
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Stolen from [livejournal.com profile] nilepriestess


you are aquamarine
#7FFFD4

Your dominant hues are cyan and green. Although you definately strive to be logical you care about people and know there's a time and place for thinking emotionally. Your head rules most things but your heart rules others, and getting them to meet in the middle takes a lot of your energy some days.

Your saturation level is medium - You're not the most decisive go-getter, but you can get a job done when it's required of you. You probably don't think the world can change for you and don't want to spend too much effort trying to force it.

Your outlook on life is very bright. You are sunny and optimistic about life and others find it very encouraging, but remember to tone it down if you sense irritation.
the spacefem.com html color quiz


Comments? what do you think? does it fit what you know of me?

Eh?

Apr. 22nd, 2007 09:29 pm
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Stolen from [personal profile] invidia1988.
All i can say is Eh? but i guess its me,.... ^__^
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How much are you worth?

Eh..... ?

MEME

Apr. 14th, 2007 10:37 pm
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Stolen from [profile] tomoe_daeva



1: I'll respond with something random about you.
2: I'll challenge you to try something.
3: I'll pick a color that I associate with you.
4: I'll tell you something I like about you.
5: I'll tell you my first/clearest memory of you.
6: I'll tell you what animal you remind me of.
7: I'll ask you something I've always wanted to ask you.
8: If I do this for you, you must post this in your journal.


Reply please. ^____^

MEME

Apr. 13th, 2007 08:07 pm
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yanked off [profile] tomoe_daeva

You scored as Disappear. Your death will be by disappearing, probably a camping trip gone wrong or an evening hike you never returned from. Always remeber that one guy who was hiking alone and got in a rock slide. He could have died, but he cut his own hand off to save himself. Don't end up like him (or worse, dead).

Disappear

 
73%

Suicide

 
67%

Disease

 
60%

Bomb

 
53%

Poison

 
47%

Eaten

 
47%

Natural Causes

 
40%

Suffocated

 
40%

Accident

 
40%

Stabbed

 
33%

Gunshot

 
33%

Drowning

 
20%

Cut Throat

 
0%

How Will You Die??
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Stolen from [profile] tomoe_daeva  .


MEME )


Neuroticism
87
Extraversion
30
Openness To Experience
70
Agreeableness
36
Conscientiousness
46

You are introverted, reserved, and quiet with a preference for solitude and solitary activities. Your socializing tends to be restricted to a few close friends. You can be very easily upset, even by what most people consider the normal demands of living. People consider you to be extremely sensitive and emotional. Novelty, variety, and change spice up your life and make you a curious, imaginative, and creative person. You have some concern with others' needs, and are generally pleasant, sympathetic, and cooperative. You are reasonably reliable, organized, and self-controlled.

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And its official. im either completely insane, or crazy.

but, im taking mine and Ividia1988s sec gen RP all the way up to the six generational kids and yes! i have the family tree ALL worked out. by the sixth gen, we will have Kimblee, Archer, Greed, Envy, Roy and Ed all back. only, just to be VERY evil im not telling who spawns from what family. >___>

And i need to go back and work out all the names now with Invidia1988. i have the tree drawn and all that, just need names. and im open to suggestions! though none of Prides {manga!Wraths} supporter generals please. the Frank Archer in this RP killed them all as well as killing Pride - then he took the title of 'Fuhrer' himself.  and im just lookinh for name ideas - i lost my by name book this morning. ;___;


heres the first two / three trees done up in word form. if i post the image, im afraid that your brains may implode. ^___^;;;

oh and this goes with the FMA sec gen kids put as first gen.

MEME

Apr. 10th, 2007 02:48 pm
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MEME )

MEME

Mar. 30th, 2007 04:31 pm
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Not cut as i dont feel like doing a cut. >.<

MEME by me.

1. open your play list on your music player.
2. pick five - ten songs that speak about a different part of you/how you see the world/your personality.
3. post the song name, artist and a link to the lyrics.
4. then using that List, pick out the two that say the most about you and write a small blurb about how they related to you. Please keep the blurb to under 150 words.
5. post this on your LJ.

That it.

Heres mine.


Moments, by Ayumi Hamasaki. Lyrics are here.

Gravity of Love by Enigma. Lyrics are here.

Bring me to life by Evanescence. Lyrics are here.

Good enough by Evanescence. Lyrics are here.

Field of innocence by Evanescence. Lyrics are here.

Feel by Robbie Williams. Lyrics are here.



The two that say the most about me are Good Enough and Feel.


Feel….. it echoes my inner most feelings, and every single time I hear it, it makes me cry until i've herd it over ten times when its stuck on repeat. It echoes my feelings, as… to me… I don’t understand the role that I have in my life, I have fare to much love and life in me and I don’t understand what life wants of me. That’s the truth. I cant lie about something like that.


Good enough..

Oh gods how I love and hate this song at the same time. its my state of mind, I NEVER see myself as good enough for anything. Im not good enough, the worlds drilled that one into my head enough times for me to know its true. I can pretend. I can go for days without reminding myself of my mental condition that I have, Aspergers syndrome, and then something will happen that reminds me that, to the eyes of the world, im just another no hoper on the autistic spectrum. No chance at anything.

I just wanna be good enough for others to love me, in what ever way that is. Is that to much to ask for? To some, yes, it is to much to ask for. They would rather trod me down onto the dirt and watch me waste away. All the talent that I have in my drawings and writing means nothing to them.

Am I not good enough to be loved and to have something good enough to hold onto in my life?




Meme yanked from [profile] tomoe_daeva 

Fullmetal Alchemist
1.The first character I fell in love with: Edward Elric and Roy Mustang tied for me.
2. The character I never expected to love as much as I do now: Frank Archer.
3. The character everyone loves that I don't: Alphonse Elric
4. The character I love that everyone else hates: Kimblee.
5. The character I would shag anytime:
>___> Kimblee
6. The character I'd want to be like:
Roy Mustang/Frank Archer.
7. The character I'd slap:
Alphonese Elric
8. A pairing that I love:
Archer x Roy. ^____^ Archer so Pwns Roy!
9. A pairing that I despise:
Greed x Envy. for god sakes, they DONT get along!
10. Favorite character:
Roy Mustang.

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