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this is it,. i'm sheding my skin and leaving the husk that was broken_Envy - im gone. from here. from Live jurnal only that is.

i dont really care any more, im not going to waste any more nights crying of some jack ass of a wimp that cant face ther own fucking fears and leave with me and my stress bringers.

fuick you kiya, i hope that you rott in hell. you got into my heart, past my shields,. i opened up, let you see me for who i was and then you do this,

your not worth the pain to my heart.

i can live with the numbness. i can live with the bitterness that you left in your wake,

i hope that you destroy everything good in your life, i really do.

you say that you distroy all you touch? well, its true.

you distroyed me, my heart. i made the mistake of letting you in. i opened the gates, so to speak.

say what you want, say what you want. i really dont care. no any more, not when nights of sleepless have become common with me.

becouse of you. all becouse of you.

so,. go, run along. live by your fears and such, ill only grow stronger from this point on wards. im facing mine, fuck, mori was right - and yes, im posting that transcript up. im feeling like a little bitch, one of the last things that ill do.

cose im gone from Live Jurnal. ill be around on DA, maybe, maybe even Y!Gallery - maybe not. i dont care for Y!Gallery any more. it was fun while it lasted.

so, run along, go, just go.

hate me if you wish, i dont hate you, i just feel numb. and rather stupid for letting you in.

it was nice knowing ya, but.... times change, you couldnt cope, so you RAN! and ppl say that im the fucking coward. well, your an even bigger coward than me. at lest i try and stand up to myself and not bow do to others, regardless of what it it is.

but that doesnt matter now. you wont heard from me EVER agian.

just know this. i could have been the best thing in your life, but you destroyed that, i had a part in it as well, but i let you see the real me.

big mistake, but whats done is done, and by chance should you read this, dont bother trying to get into contact with me. i wount respond to you all al, or to anyone.

im gone.

i have bigger shit coming my way that i need to train my shadows for, just so that i stand chance in the battle that comeing up.

oh, wait, you might not belive that and sya that im fucking crazy.

what ever. think what you want, truth seer. but know this. the times coming when you will HAVE to pick a side.

you cant stay neutral forever, Sandra.

bie lao~.
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