Mar. 30th, 2007


Mar. 30th, 2007 04:31 pm
broken_envy: (Broken Inside)
Not cut as i dont feel like doing a cut. >.<

MEME by me.

1. open your play list on your music player.
2. pick five - ten songs that speak about a different part of you/how you see the world/your personality.
3. post the song name, artist and a link to the lyrics.
4. then using that List, pick out the two that say the most about you and write a small blurb about how they related to you. Please keep the blurb to under 150 words.
5. post this on your LJ.

That it.

Heres mine.

Moments, by Ayumi Hamasaki. Lyrics are here.

Gravity of Love by Enigma. Lyrics are here.

Bring me to life by Evanescence. Lyrics are here.

Good enough by Evanescence. Lyrics are here.

Field of innocence by Evanescence. Lyrics are here.

Feel by Robbie Williams. Lyrics are here.

The two that say the most about me are Good Enough and Feel.

Feel….. it echoes my inner most feelings, and every single time I hear it, it makes me cry until i've herd it over ten times when its stuck on repeat. It echoes my feelings, as… to me… I don’t understand the role that I have in my life, I have fare to much love and life in me and I don’t understand what life wants of me. That’s the truth. I cant lie about something like that.

Good enough..

Oh gods how I love and hate this song at the same time. its my state of mind, I NEVER see myself as good enough for anything. Im not good enough, the worlds drilled that one into my head enough times for me to know its true. I can pretend. I can go for days without reminding myself of my mental condition that I have, Aspergers syndrome, and then something will happen that reminds me that, to the eyes of the world, im just another no hoper on the autistic spectrum. No chance at anything.

I just wanna be good enough for others to love me, in what ever way that is. Is that to much to ask for? To some, yes, it is to much to ask for. They would rather trod me down onto the dirt and watch me waste away. All the talent that I have in my drawings and writing means nothing to them.

Am I not good enough to be loved and to have something good enough to hold onto in my life?

Meme yanked from [profile] tomoe_daeva 

Fullmetal Alchemist
1.The first character I fell in love with: Edward Elric and Roy Mustang tied for me.
2. The character I never expected to love as much as I do now: Frank Archer.
3. The character everyone loves that I don't: Alphonse Elric
4. The character I love that everyone else hates: Kimblee.
5. The character I would shag anytime:
>___> Kimblee
6. The character I'd want to be like:
Roy Mustang/Frank Archer.
7. The character I'd slap:
Alphonese Elric
8. A pairing that I love:
Archer x Roy. ^____^ Archer so Pwns Roy!
9. A pairing that I despise:
Greed x Envy. for god sakes, they DONT get along!
10. Favorite character:
Roy Mustang.


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